I haven't been writing much.
It's just that I really don't have much to update.
I receive a lot of rejection letters from the schools I apply to; honestly, it makes me question myself. I have a great résumé yet no school wants to hire me - not even for school librarian or program coordinator.
I haven't bought a Coach bag in months. I haven't shopped for clothes. I did buy shoes but for work. What is happening?
Sometimes I wonder if I should come back to Singapore to work.
Then at other times, I think of our mortgage repayments that are to start. And I also think how at least God has provided a job for me at the pharmacy - and I enjoy it! And how I should be patient.
But today, just today, my heart feels it can only take so much rejection and the feeling of inadequacy.
God, strengthen me because I am nothing without You.
